T-T this is sad

i ran back because of my instinks then i jumped ontop of Frank then i grabed his stalk and held it over him go to hell then i stab him seven times frank couldn't breath and he spit up blood then he died. I stared then i screamed out a cry i was balling Jazz walked over to me thank youshe said helping me up then hugging me.Franks blood was all over my face then Gerard and Mikey ran back mikey kissed Jazz then hugged her Gerard kissed me three times i love you he whispered in my ear then i kissed him he wiped my tears then i pushed him back. I can't live with killing him i said grabing the stalk. Gerard tried to pry it out of my hand but  i jerked it away. I can't i said shakeing my head no no no then i stabed myself Gerard grabed me before i hit the ground he moved my hair from my eyes then gazed at me a tear came out of his eyes. Gerard i whispered really weak and i grabed his shirt then i died Jazz started to sob and Gerard fell to his knees holding me and let out a cry he hugged me why did u leave me here to rot in hell why you're the only thing with living then he couldn't help but to cry. Wait gerard i have a way said Mikey getting up. What do you mean?Said Gerard wipeing his eyes.I know how to bring vampires back from the dead,you have to bite them in a serten way i forgot let me see. He ran to his books and read through one then he found it he ran back.It says"That the only way to bring back a vampire is to bite your rist and bite the decesed vampires also then put them together then a light should come from somwere and they should come to life"., But there are risks you can die. Gerard's mouth dropped it was ethor risk his life for his love or let her die.Gerard swallowed hard then looked at my lifeless body he touched my face. I'll do it he said.He bit down on his rist then bit mine then he put them together Gerard closed his eyes then he felt as he got weaker and weaker and weaker.His exprestion looked like he was in pain he started shaking then he couldn't take it it was hard on him the shaking got worse then he thought maybe i should've done a different way Gerard might be diein