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I wanted to go back to Gerard then I heard Jazz was pergent with Gerard's kid. Sadniss hit me like a rock as I fell to my knees and I thought to myeslf what's worth living if the love of your life was married to your only friend. I cried silently as I heard Gerard getting ubset."THIS WASN'T SOPOSSED TO HAPPEN WITH YOU JAZZ!",He yelled."IT'S NOT MY FAULT A SERTEN SOMEONE GOT TO EXCITED TO US A CONDOM!!", She yelled back.I ran off to find someone to hug or hold on to. I ran up to the forth floor and slid onto the roof I was looking down I cried out loud finally the wind blowing my hair on the side."WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME GERARD WHYYYYY!?",I cried out I held on to the railing then went to the other side of it."I can't live without your love Gerard I love you but...I thought you loved me.",I whispered I took a deep breath then I let go of it as I began to fall the wind blew hard agansit my face then a hand grabbed me I looked up and Gerard was looking down at me love in his eyes "You can't go unless you take me with you.",He said "Gerard you don't love me anymore you fuckin liar.",I said "Then why did I save you and why is my ring around your finger I will always love you please don't do this again my heart can't stand it any longer if you go I have too to.",He said" Gerard let me go I can't be alive any more I can't take my broken heart anymore.", "gerard let me you owe me that much you...Owe me that much.", I whispered. "no I can't do it I love you to much I'll die without you in my life.",He said begining to cry."I'm sorry.",I said my chin jiddering and then I looked down as to tears fell out of my eyes then I suddenly wanted to live."Gerard pull me over.",Gerard got a surprised look then nodded as he used all his seranth to pull me over.THen my hand started to slip"Don't let me fall baby please.",I said tring to keep his grip then my hand sliped and I screamed as I fell."ATHENA NOHOO NO NO NOOOOOO!!!!!.'', He cried out his hand still out as he whatched me hit the pavement. He ran down and outside he grabed me and Held me in his arms he started to freak out as that vision in his head of me stareing at him in the eyes as he lost his grip burned in his memory. He kissed me gentley as he begin thinking he let me down which made him cry harder blood came out of my mouth two tears fell off his face and landed on mine then i slowly opened my eyes. He looked down then slowly smiled as i smiled weakly he went for a kiss then i put my fingers to his lips "No Gerard you have Jazz.", I said triing not to cry then his smile faded away as he tried not to cry then I looked and I saw Jazz standing there surprised...